Its sad but at night i still think about what we had. How you pulled me on to your chest when we were sleeping and told me you loved me. The look in your eyes when I came over. I’ll alway remember what you said to me and how you made me feel. i cant even focus on all the bad because all i can think of is the good. I hate that even after you did something unforgivable to me I still cant help but love you. If you showed up at my house i dont know what would happen…I wish you never did that thing so i could just fall back into your arms and be happy like i used to be. I have never loved anyone before you and probably am too fucked up now to ever love anyone again. at least at night I can feel confort in those memories. That way i know once i was loved and careed for.
Honestly like i dont have enough shit going on? I dont feel like dealing with this bullshit. Thank you for showing me that your untrustworthy. I guess its my fault for thinking you might be a decent human being and trying to talk to you when everyone else just hates you and talks bad about you. I dont know why you would screw over the only person on your side but congratz now your completly alone. I hope you have fun at your own pitty party. :)